Sunday, February 17, 2013

Don't ever let somebody tell you, you can't do something

I feel that i want to share my one powerful and true quote from the movie i watched yesterday.

"Don't ever let someone tell you, you can't do something. Not even me. You got a dream, you got to protect it. People can’t do something themselves, they want to tell you you can’t do it. You want something, go get it. Period"

Its from the movie The pursuit of happyness which Sveta chose for our movie club. This is the second movie we have in out movie club, and i am gonna update our movieclub blog later today or tomorrow in the morning. But in the future we are going to upload the movies we choose our self, which i will have to teach Sveta how to do.

Yesterday, me and P went to the gym and later to Carefour to bunk up with protein rich food. From this day on, i have to eat a minimum of 90grams of protein a day. Otherwise is doesn't really make sense to train for me. So my diet is going to consist of beef jerky, eggs, milk and beef. Its not gonna be cheap, counting on at least 30rmb a day and later even 40-50rmb a day (when i get my scholarship).

I haven't really done much studying these last days. From what i read in my studybook, i havent even manage to study over 20 hours this week. And to get and keep my scholarship i have to study 35hours a week. The University even advice you to study up to 40hours a week, which is insane!
What this means is that if i want my money from my government, ill have to change this habit of only studying 20hours a week to study 35h. So all in all, i need to go up at 07 every weekday and follow my schedule. I cannot afford not to do it much longer, even how hard it is for me to go up in the morning, which mostly is an affect of me not being able to sleep in the night. This night i tried to sleep at 00 but was still wide awake at 04, i just couldn't calm down my brain. So i poped a wine bottle and drank half of it, which help me fall asleep one hour later.