Monday, April 22, 2013

The last two weeks

Its been two weeks since i last posted something here. The first week, i had nothing to post, was doing chinese all the time. Right now im up in 600 characters even though 200 of them are the elements which basically doesnt mean anything. But i hope that with those memorized the new characters will come easier and be better remembered.

The second week, to much happened that i felt it would take to much time to write it in this blog. I decided i will write shortly about everything. My brother came last Wednesday, it was really cool to see him at the airport. We went straight to my apartment, and the first thing we did were to clean his room, it was really dirty since nobody had lived there in the last 8 months. Than we went and ate my favorite dish in ao mi xiang, which he also loved. Than we did some shopping and went to the football training.

The first weekend here for him was quite spectacular, and even though our memory are clouded from that night, he will never forget it, even though he dont really remember it :P. He lost his Iphone 4 somewhere, i damaged a table in the club so i got escorted to the police station. At the police station i spent 6h drunk and with no memory that i had done something bad. They wanted me to pay 10 000. At 8 a clock i called przemek because i didn't get anywhere in this thing i wanted to figure it out, or gain the knowledge in how long they could keep me there. It turned out that they were only allowed to keep me there for 8 hours. Than some translator (which im quite sure worked for the club) came, she was supposed to help me. She seemed to have some kind of relationship with the manager of the club because he listened when she told him to get me some food.

After some negotiation back and forth i offered to pay 1000rmb, which i didn't have. I had to call Andrew and Edvard for the money, and i will pay them back this Thursday. I signed some papers with a bogus name and passport number.

I am very happy that i have friend that will help when i run into problems. And a big thank to Przemek who sacrificed his whole Saturday to come and help me with translations. And for Andrew and Edward who answered that phone even though they were home sleeping, as dunk as i were.

As for the blog. I have decided that writing a daily post is to extreme. There is not much to write about in one single day, and also, later when i want to read the blog it will be to messy and to much to read though. Thats why i will keep it to a maximum of 3 post a week, and a minimum of 1.

Monday, April 8, 2013

Changing back my sleeping schedule

Time has come to an end, i am going back to a more normal sleeping schedule. The last few weeks with the "fucked" up sleeping schedule worked very well with my studies. It is so quite and calm to study at night, no distractions whatsoever. It was a long time ago i were this concentrated while studying.

Unfortunately this schedule doesn't work well with other important parts of my life like, training/football, connections with friends, eating etc. So to get back on track with those things i need to change it back. Gonna be something like, sleep 2am wake up 9am. So i will still get good study hours in the night, but still be up early to train and eat out if i want to.

This week is all going to be about Chinese. Now its time to go extreme  with is as i did with webdesign for the last two weeks.

Chinese chap 3


Character Chinese Translation Mem
shi3 Arrow, swear Picture of an arrow, pointing upwards.
zhi1 Know Arrow + mouth = To know
chuo4 r62 go
shou3 Head Picture of a 𦣻 head, with the 丷 hair at the top.
dao4 Way, path go with your head and you are on your way
知道 zhi1dao To know know the way is what you have to know to really know something
孩子 hai2zi Child
tai4 Great
太太 tai4tai Mrs, madame Someone who is great x2 is a Mrs.
gong1 r57 bow It represents a Chinese bow, with its handle in the middle
chang2 Long
zhang1 spread, expand Also a typical Chinese family name
you4 r29 again
huan1 like, joyous As long as you again take a breath, you will like it.
huan1ying2 welcome
cun4 r41 inch Headleass man sitting on the earth waiting to die.
she4 shoot, fire got shoot at my body, an inch from my heart.
谢谢 xie4xie Thanks words that get shoot a lot are thanks
喜欢 xi3huan1 To like F.C, earth+mouth+headnhair+mouth. So a person on the earth speaking with his mouth have a head with hair and mouth.
wu3 five 3 horizontal stroked + 2 vertical = 5 strokes
yu3 F.C.in language words + 5 + mouth is enough to create a language.
da3 hit, play hands and nails are good to use when hitting smb.
dian4 electricity A field that gets hit by a lightning bolt.
电话 dian4hua4 Telephone Electricity speech, thats what a telephone basically is.
电话 da3dian4hua4 To call To hit a telephone"buttons" is what you need to do to call somebody
zi4 Character A 子 zǐ child under a 宀 roof, learning to write 字 zì characters.
生字 sheng1zi4 NewCharacter Give birth to new characters.

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Im in trance

I put on some Trance/Techno music and begin to study, and before i know it 8 hours has passed. It has been like this for a week now, strange how i can concentrate for so long. I am mostly working on my fathers website, which begins to look like a website more and more now. I will post a link to it in the end of the post. I just cannot stop working on it, even though it is time to study Chinese now ive became to fixated and need to break lose. Unfortunately, i think i wont be able to break lose until i finished it, which will probably be in 2 weeks or so. It will be quite cool to have a real working website out there on the web, a website i could include in my CV. Not bad, not bad!

One more thing i have to mention. I am not going to the gym anymore, i mean, i want to and i am planning to go it is just that i cannot put myself to it. I play football 2-3 times a weeks though, but i would need to go to the gym at least 1 time a week to work on my chest.


Here's the link
https://googledrive.com/host/0B_SbIMQpPMFlSm16MkdPR25xWEk/lounge.html

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Longest break so far

This is the longest break i have been without posting. And it hasnt been due to lazyness or anything similar, the thing was that i needed to pay for the VPN again. I cannot access this blog without VPN connection because China thinks that blogger encouraging a free thinking behavior.

So what has been going on lately? Well, last week i studied most of the time. I finished the last exam in one of my courses, and began working on a website for my father. I learned alot about webdesign last week, the book headfirst html and css was really great at teaching.

Now it is a new week with new assignments. Since im finished with my webdesign course, i need to put my time on my Chinese course, so this week is all gonna be about Chinese. And some webdesign too, since im working with my fathers site still, it is almost finished though.

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Clouded mind

This is what you get when you havent slept for a long time. Cannot think straight anymore, have no feelings and no mood for anything, not even sleeping. Im like a robot now, hoping to pass out in a couple of hours. Had at least a good study night, began to work on a website for my fathers new store. Interesting.

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Another good study day!

I am just finishing of a 6 hour study session, one more chapter to go. Not only did i study good, but i did some new food dishes. I made the fish dish, soy milk and soy protein powder. The milk can be stored for 4-6 days in the refrigerator and the protein powder can be stored for 6+months if sealed correctly. Soon i will go out and buy some curtains so i will be able to sleep whenever i want to, a vital investment since i wont be changing this sleeping schedule for a while.

Another worthwhile thing to say, i found real yoghourt, not sweet at all. Costs 9rmb for 400g. Very tasty! 

Here are some photos from today's activities.





Sunday, March 24, 2013

I am sorry Diary

Im sorry i havent been able to keep you updated this week, let me conclude all the events in one post.
The night after my last post here brought me nothing close to rest, like a night should do. It all began when i got back from training around 2300, me and Hayato had an excellent post football training so i were really exhausted when i got back home. I tried to sleep but failed doing to, my head was racing as usual. So i decided to to make use of the time and studied the whole night, was surprised i were able to concentrate after such a hard training. Anyway, i went down to eat my tofu soup at 06:30, and followed it with a short walk. Came back one hour later, that's when the hell started. My stomach and me was at war, i had diarrhea and puked for the following 8 hours. The worst thing was that i hadn't slept anything which made me extra weak.

After sleeping for 2 days i finally felt better, just starved this time. I fixed all the doc for Sveta, copying new copies changing the Self assessment, printing photos, going back and forth to dongcai etc. Finally it is out of my hands, and i pray everything will be good with the application tomorrow when Vira will go there.

Today was the first really good day i had this week. Even though i didn't sleep this night either, i managed to read two chapters, do the laundry, shop in carefour, print a book, clean my room and the kitchen. Yes, a very productive day indeed. I hope this behavior will lay the foundation for the coming week. I really need to catch up on everything i missed last week.

Training took an extra pitfall this week, which set me back 2kg again. Me who had been fighting to long for those kgs.

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Surprised

I am surprised i really got two hours of quality studying yesterday. But after i wrote that post, i got right to it and open the book. I only studies for 2,5hours though and that is 5hours less than i should study. But anyway, during the circumstances with going out the day before and making it by bus to Viras place, i am satisfied i got any quality study time.

Time to eat Break Fast :P. haha.

Monday, March 18, 2013

Cool day

Yesterday was a long day. I first had a football game and later on went to Nikitas bday. Came back around 3.

So i havent been that productive with my studies today, will get some done now though. Hope to squeeze out at least 2 hours of productive studying. Just finished watching Sherlock holmes in russian, i like. But the highlight of the day must go to my gf, she sent me such a sexy photo i am shooked, and very happy at the same time.

What more did i do today, went to Viras place and ate the very tasty fish with her an Joe. Talked some about Svetas schoolarship and she seemed quite sure that she would get it. But we should never take out anything in advance, april is the date when we will know for sure. I now know how to cook this fish and will eat it at least one time a week, cheap, tasty and healthy, what more can you ask?

Sunday, March 17, 2013

First football game

Soon, ill play my first game for the year :). So excited! Its just a friendly though, the league doesn't start until the end of the month.

An update about my temporary sleep schedule. Everything feel great, never been this rested in a long time, i read while laying in bed now, like i used to do. And the study books i choose are so logical, they are all from the headfirst series, awesome way of teaching. Takes a bit longer than normal, but man! The retention is better than ever.

New movie for the movieclub is decided, took a while, but now there :). Looking forward to re watch  it in Russian. Sherlock Holmes a game of shadows, i like the first one from 2009 a lot more though, strange that Sveta chose the 2nd part before the first one.

Friday, March 15, 2013

Plastic more plastic!!

Just read the press release from Samsung, such a disappointment! I guess my expectations were to high, but its not at all what i hoped it to be. So many unnecessary features along with the same design as galaxy s3. Maybe this was good because now i don't feel tempted to make a phone purchase after all. 

Technology aside,
Yesterday was a really good football training, me and Hayato even stayed after the training to run intervals and to train the stomach. He is way faster than me though, which means that i have to work harder on my speed.

When i came back home, we still had no water. So sweaty and dirty i sat up til 3am before the water came back, and i could take a shower before going to bed.

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Yes!

It feels like this is the right way for me to go right now. I just woke up, and its already 1pm but i feel really rested and i am ready for some more challenges. I had a really good study session yesterday night, studied till 02;30 and fell asleep quite fast. I think there is no harm in going to bed late as long as you study and not watch a movie before you go to sleep. If you study, much of what you studied will be sorted out in your dreams and you will wake up with with a a better retention of what you studied.

I still think that going up early is the best way to go, but everything is affected by circumstances and life style. As for my lifestyle right now, going to bed late and going up late fits my life a lot better.

And i would like to credit myself. I have currently not fapped in longer than one mount, And for the last 4 days i have been on an Extreme fap journey. What is even more, i have been monking successfully for 18 days (though i had a wet dream in the middle).

//////////////EDIT

Okey, no water again so cannot wash my fucking face!! Anyway, managed to cook and eat breakfast at least. Been listening to All summer long 10+ times now, its kind of procrastination :P. Time to continue where i stopped yesterday so i can go to football training with a good conscience. Ohh, and this fucking piano guy is going down someday soon!! Plays morning, day and yesterday he even played at 23.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Resolving issues

It is well known in the programming community that the best times to program are in the late night or in the early morning. Maybe it is the stillness of these times that makes it so good. The stillness of the streets, stillness of the phone, stillness of the mail. The multitude of these factors results in a more focused mind, a mind truly symbiotic with the computer and its code.

My sleep pattern already is fucked up, and i have came to the conclusion that i cannot focus to much on this right now. I will sleep when i pass out, and than wake up when i wake up. From past failures, i now know that i will not be able to construct a working sleep schedule, until i have resolved some of the problems that keep my brain racing at night. The problems are: money (which could be resolved next month), finish and old course (which should be resolved asap), get some vitamin supplement (again the money).

So, tonight i will use this advice from the community and program til i fall asleep. I have just ate and already prepared another meal, this should give me at least 5-6 hours of constant study.

Reports back later!

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Cleaned up

Woke up very late today, i think that my body needed the sleep however. I have big times falling asleep at night because i cannot stop my mind from racing. Anyway, when i woke up i began cleaning my room it was awfully dirty and when i finished i began cleaning up labels on this blog. I told you before that i now use OneNote for all my organizations and it has all i ever wanted. I didnt delete all labels yet, some of them contain some valuable information i have to write down before i delete them.

My emptiness is gone today and i feel much better, probably it was the lack of sleep + another factor. The other factor i notices after inspecting what i did the day before i get a day of emptiness and nothingness. The thing all of these bad days have in common is a work out the day before. Every time i work out i am a lot less productive the next day. This is an interesting observation!!! I have to find a solution for this, and there are many solutions.

I could stop training all together but i don't think this is very smart long term. It is better to find and "cure" the underlying cause which basically is that my body recovers to slow. And as we all know, recover can only be speed up by sleep and food, both of winch i will improve the day after an work out. I will need my money to buy the vitamin/mineral supplement and an extra one for Magnesium and Zinc, but whats more important is that i will sleep to 9:30 instead of 7:30 after a work out. Will experiment with the sleep for now to see if there are any improvements.

Monday, March 11, 2013

Emptiness = No motivation!

Was working on my exam yesterday and finished it around 2. But this didnt stop me from going up relatively early (9am) and eat the morning soup. After that i went to play some football in the beautiful weather, felt really good. But when i came back i felt empty, and this emptiness still occupy my body. A really strange feeling, don't like it at all, no motivation nor inspiration what so ever!! I were even close doing the forbidding thing! But manage to hold my self. Everything just seems so meaningless :(.

Maybe its because i dont have this exam in my head anymore, or maybe its the weather changing to spring. I dont know, but i was hoping writing something here would give me some motivation to do some C# programming. Later today i have to help Sveta with her Personal Statement. I will go and take a shower now, sometimes a simple shower can change your mood.

It is after all this i am considering the best skill in the world. To be able to control your emotions and know small tricks to improve the motivation. Alot of people say music can do this, but for me it doesn't work. Watching some inspiring movie use to do the trick, like social network, but i promised myself that i would not watch any movie nor series during the week. And wathcing a whole movie to increase the motivation is a very time consuming trick.

Actually, i began to feel a bit better after having written this. Hmm! interesting!

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Training pics update

Man! I am Comparing the photos from the ones i took almost one month ago and i can almost not see any improvement. Me gaining 3kg is certainly not as visible as i had hoped :(. Maybe its because this time we took the photos with the flash so it might be an illusion, haha! We will see next sunday if there will be any visual improvements.

Today i almost finished my exam in the morning before i went to the gym, i only have the conclusion and some fine writing left, i estimate it will take no more than 2 hours. :).

The whole day since i woke up ive been in extra good mood, maybe because i let myself sleep longer than i usually do or because the sky were so clear today.

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Defining help

Its about time i made an update here. I havent been in the mood lately to write anything because of an exam i have to finish this weekend. Its this an economic class which i like very much, but the teacher are very absent and dont do their work properly. Think they will get fired after this course. At least i hope so.

Had an interesting conversation with Sveta today. We talked about what help is and we stood on the completely opposite definition on what is means to help one another. We talked quite long about it and i hope i came up with an conclusion for future.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Nothingness 1.3

Yesterday were my third day of Nothingness so far. I didnt do a thing but watching movies, series and procrastination research about the best vitamins on the market. At least i came to a conclusion and found the vitamin pill i was searching for, whole food vitamin pill. These pills come from whole organic food and function the exact same way that if you would eat a real fruit or vegetable. They are quite expensive but as soon as i get money i will get them.

The reason i didnt do anything productive yesterday was because i had my first football training the day before. So when i woke up it didn't feel like i had slept anything, my body and mind were barley responsive. I walked like a hooker who have had to much anal. Anyway i am starting to see a pattern between the days of nothingness, and this is all thanks to writing this blog.

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Changing appearance

As you might have noticed i have stopped writing study journals here in this blog. The new tool for writing these are Onenote, which i find 1000 times more superior for that purpose. With that tool everything gets organized within one place, i even have a section for research when im just looking at interesting things online. This way i will learn something from the time i procrastinate in that manner.

The journal will be replaced by pictures, which i think fits a diary much more. A picture says more than a 1000 words it the used expression.

Yesterday i have a quite productive day with my studied. I outlined the exam and finished 1/4 of it. I could probably have finished it but i have to do some assignment for other classes as well. Right now am working in my CSS assignment and when i finished that one i will continue with the exam.

Monday, March 4, 2013

The beginning of a new era

A new week, a new month, many important events. This could be the beginning of what i have been waiting for. The time has come for me to accelerate and run past my studies, beyond and beyond. If this week goes as planned i will finally get my money in the end of this month and all the stress will be extinguished forever. Sleep will come back and opportunities will be presented, i will finally be able to focus some of my energy on things that matters.

This month will bring me
Money
Game of thrones
Family
Warm weather
Football
Samsung galaxy s4

Sunday, March 3, 2013

3.2km Yea!!

Ran for the first time this year and it felt really good. Managed more than i initially thought. All in all i ran 32 lengths of the football field, which is a bit more than 3.2km. I didnt do any intervals today and will continue to just run at normal speed for another week. After that week however, thats when my real running begins with shifting intervals, will make up a program for the training soon.

Next week will be the judgement week ;D. Finally got the chance to re do my exam, and have a week to write it from Monday. I already read the questions, and this time they made sense. So i will do this exam with pleasure and hopefully learn a lot during the period, which i didnt do with the exam before. So even though im so stressed and poor im happy i had to rewrite it :).

Saturday, March 2, 2013

8:30 on a Saturday. Not bad!

Yesterday i were scheduled with the twins but i we had to reschedule to Tuesday because Przemek had to be with his gf since she just had a bday and came back to Dalian. He bought and awesome cheese cake for her with 29 candles ;), and had a good joke about that. Need to remember!

I didnt do very much yesterday besides getting comfortable with my new note taking tool (onenote). It is a really great program and exactly what i have been looking for for years. It give such an awesome overview of your results and tasks, its just incredible.

I also got my beef jerky from taobao, and i really like them. When i get more money i will make it a habit of eating one pack a day, and two packets after training. Im starting to get tired of the peanut butter already.

Today i hope to be really productive and finish a few chapters in my Programming book. And in the evening relax with my favorite tv-serial, SPARTACUS!!

I want to congratulate Sveta for passing her informatics exam, well done babe! You seemed a lot more relaxed when i spoke with you yesterday. We spoke for more than 4 hours and wasn't bored one minute of does. Just like it used to be :).

Thursday, February 28, 2013

A night out set you back two days

As you can see from my posts. This week at Monday i celebrated Katyas birthday and drank much. The day after i were hangover the whole day and just watched movies, the next day i felt better but still had no energy to really concentrate so didnt get much done that day as well.

Today though, two days after the hangover i feel like my normal self again and just had two good study sessions.

Sveta has been angry with me a lot this week, just yesterday everything became quite normal in the end. She doesn't have any period so the only cause that i can think about is stress from the university, i think she would do good in sacrifice some time today be alone and use sexy imagination. Hehe!

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Katyas bday

Yesterday was Katyas bday and maan did i get wasted of not. Of course my original plan to only drink beer didnt work, no bc on Russian bday u have to drink stronger stuff. I havent been this drunk the whole year. I came home around 5 and slept like a zoombie, i was completely out until now. Wish i could find a way to sleep like this without drinking alcohol.

P got sick so he couldnt come, i had to bring him some movies so he wouldn't bore to death. He have a quite high fever, 39 he claims.

I had to reschedule work today! I didnt plan on doing that, but nothing bad about it, will just have class on Sunday instead.

Also, i have some new info about my study journals i will tell you about in the next post.

And dont worry babe, i gave all the documents to Vira and she will go and ask at the office about your chances to get in :).

Monday, February 25, 2013

Incredible

Slept like a baby tonight. And first time i really feel rested when i wake up, crazy what alcohol can do for me. I am up 7:00. Lets see how i will use this day.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Note for future

NEVER stay in china in February. Cock sucking fireworks all the fucking time, cannot get anything done.

Another sunday

Just finished my first session of Memrise, this will be a new rule for me. Every morning i will spend 15m with this Memrise site and hopefully to the summer ill pass HSK 5 or 6. Yes, this ill do :D.

I have had concentration problems the last few days so havent been able to get much study going on either. This is not good, now i have a bunch to do next week, which freaks me out a bit.

Looking forward to movie night today :).

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Good morning diary

I am sorry for not writing to you yesterday. I were very busy all the time. Woke up quite late which i am not that satisfied with, but than i went to work which turned out to be fun. I always leave the class with a good mood, maybe its the McD coffee i take before the class or i feel accomplishment. I any case, i went from being in a bad mood (bc i woke up late) to a good mood. After class i went to Carrefoure and bulked up with meat. And went almost straight to the gym with P afterwards. I won out Pingpong worm up, AWESOME !!! Now its 1-1! Back in B! Than i came back and talked with my gf which is Always a pleasure, or almost always ;). Times up! Going for soup now, will check back later.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Memrise

The new way of learning is slowly approaching. I see the potential already now, and would not be surprised if all the teaching centers begin to use its methods rather soon. I think that in 5-10 years, sites like this will be standard in the western school. Never before has there been a more accurate way of showing your knowledge to another person, and what is even more interesting is that this knowledge is up to date. This is a life learning method which question you about the facts in time intervals spread out through your entire life.

This will be the knew thing for parents to control that their children really learn stuff.

Quite early, but far from optimal

I am lucky the soup opened again, otherwise i might have continued sleeping and wake up after 12 which is one of my nightmares at the moment.
Anyhow, i managed to go up and will go and eat the soup now.

One thing i want to share with you dear diary, is that Chinese is no longer intimidating for me and huge characters are no longer a headache but just constructed of small parts. Different kinds of elements to be more precise. Today ill continue this new journey i have gotten away on, but i have to remember that there are other roads as well!

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Chapter 2


Character Chinese Translation Mem
shēng give birth; life A king giving Life to a child.
xiān first A person first in line holding everybody back with one hand.
先生 xiānsheng teacher, mr first + life. A mr is the first one to give life to a child.
yāng center A 大 person in the center of a 冂 space.
yīng hero Grass in the center is like England in the world. Hero grass fighting to be in the center.
nín You you and bottom part is heart. A heartful way to greet someone.
shǒu r64 'hand' abbreviated version of 手 shǒu 'hand', used only as a component.
axe? Picture of a battle axe.
zhǎo look for A hand holding and axe LOOKING FOR and enemy.
jīng capital Picture of a tower, like 高 gāo.
yóu fault a deformed 大 man? Cf. 尢
jiù just, simply A capitals faults can simply pass by un noticed.
xìng family name  A F.N comes from women's life.
jiàn see A person with an enormous 目 (mù) eye. In the simple form 见, 目 has been reduced to  (U upp&ner)
dāo r18 same as 刀 (dāo) 'knife'
zhì to, until Headleass man sitting on the earth waiting to die.
dào to, towards -||- earth trowing  a knife towards death.
见到 jiàndào meet;perceive big eye person meet -||--||-. That is something one might perceive.
diǎn dot; a little small fire under a boat is A LITTLE troubling.

Neng pian, jiu pian

Hmm. Just stumbled over some interesting fact about Chinese people. They have a saying about foreigners that goes like this "能骗就骗" basically meaning "If you can trick them, trick them". How fucked up isn't this?

Chapter 1

Character Chinese Translation Mem
woman !!
also !!
rén r9. person s.f.o. 人
he, him Person + also becomes he
she, her Woman + also becomes she
gāo high, tall Picture of some sort of tower. lid+mouth+mustasch-mouth is a tall combination.
tián field A T in the middle for Tian2. 
r.120. !!silk The process of making silk is a spinning one, like the top spins back and forth to transform to a tree.
lèi tired To put silk under a field is a tiring process.
xìng glad Hands holding shinning gold on a lid. That person is glad
高兴 gāoxìng happy high + glad = happy
huì can, able A person in a big hat stretching forward, as u can see; he is certainly able to stretch beyond his toes.
duì Joy  丷 cries of joy coming out of a 儿 person's 口 mouth
shuō say, speak words that come out from the joy of the mouth.
qiān thousand A body with a small head big belly, standing on one foot and holding a whip.
shé tongue 1000 sticking out from a persons mouth is going to be a tongue.
huà speech Using words with a tongue is how you create a speech.
说话 shuōhuà talk, speak !!
yáng sheep A thick haired sheep with two horns and shaved ass.
big A person with arms stretched out to mean "big".
měi beautiful A big sheep is what is considered beautiful in China.
r14 'cover' !!
mián r40 'roof' !!
xīn r61. 'heart' As a component, also written 忄, usually suggesting meanings involving emotions. See a hart with 3 blood drops.
yǒu -friend Two hands 𠂇 and 又, joined in friendship
péng -friend Two strings of cash, now written like 月 yuè 'moon' doubled.
朋友 péngyou friend 2 moons, 2 arms crossed that later becomes joined froms a friend.
ài
love
A cover protection a small hand from disturbing a friendship can also be called love.
r170 Occur on both sides. Right = City. Left = Hill

that 那 Nà was once the name of a city.
zhě one who does Someone who is still working when the SUN is under the EARTH, is really One Who DOES.
dōu all One who does smt to a city affect ALL.

Sweden, 瑞典, Ruìdiǎn


Going crazy at the character 瑞典. Learning one character often means learning dozens
Character Chinese Translation Mem
wáng King 三 three strokes for heaven, earth, and humanity, joined together by a 丨 king.
qiě For time the time being picture of shelves, where u leave your clothes for the time being.
ér And:and yet Pic of old emperors beard. They sit on a tall chair saying and.
而且 érqiě Moreover A big beard covering the shelves. Moreover a bead used as a blanket.
shān Mountain Picture of three mountains. With the biggest in the middle.
duān !!old form (端) A mountain with beard roots under it.
ruì Good omen A kind a the side of 3 mountains with beard roots under it, this is a good omen.
diǎn !! Two hands holding a formatted book.
yán r149. s.f.o. 言 !!
Department 司 is 后 hòu 'queen' backwards.
Word From 讠(言 yán) 'words' and 司 sī phonetic.
词典 cídiǎn Dictionary To find out a word you open a the formatted book (dictionary) with two hands.
瑞典 Ruìdiǎn Sweden A good omen book is certainly always about Sweden.
wén Literature A person with a head 亠 [tóu] knows his literature.
shēn Body A body with a small head big belly, standing on one foot and holding a whip.
文身 wénshēn   Tatto Tattos can be seen as litterature on a body. 
zhè This !!

I am getting there slow and steady

Today i am happy to announce that i woke up 8:30. Second day in a row i wake up before 9 a clock, woho!

Today one of HTC new flagship of a phone go released, looks quite interesting but the battery is way to small. I cannot understand how people can buy phones of this size with this kind of small battery. Its going to be interesting to see how the new Samsung galaxy s4 will look like, i have s1 and if s4 is as perfect as i think it will be i will have no choice to upgrade in the summer.

Time for some Chinese! I am reading this awesome book about learning Chinese, what is so chocking for me is that this book is in Swedish. Their method of teaching Chinese go so well with my views on how you should learn a language. It is about 500 pages long, but i think ill finish it this week. We will see.

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Vocalb, Tables, Differences, #footer a

Lets begin with some vocabulary since i consider this one of the most important things whenever approaching a new subject. Every subject has a bunch of new words that a beginner has to become familiar with before he can advance. With vocabulary i mean not just new words abut also, jargon, syntax etc. This is important because if you dont know them it will be difficult to get help if you get stuck somewhere along the way of you learning curv.

Todays new vocabulary: 

Selector{property:value}:  Style, Rule
Selector:  Tells the browser which element on the page to work with.
Declaration:  {everything inside here}
Property:  The attribute
Value:  #333333, 12px, etc
table:  Selector
tr:  Selector (tablerow), Used inside a table
td:  Selector (tabledata),Used inside a table
Pseudo  False or counterfeit; fake.
Pseudo classes  Used to add special effects to some selectors.
Syntax for P C  Selector:pseudo-class {property:value;}
:first-child  P.C.S, Selects the first element of its type within a parent.
td:first-child  P.C.S, Lets u design first row in a table for example. 
:nth-child(N)  P.C.S, alg exp (e.g. "2n" or "4n-1"). Good for even, odd styling.
tr:nth-child(2n+5)  P.C.S, Lets u design specific rows.
Id selector Style for a single, unique element. defined with a "#"
#container  Id.S ..HTML<div id ="container"> ... </div>
Class Selector  Used on several elements, defined with a "."/ Override can do!
.exampleID1 C.S HTML <p class='exampleID3'> text here</p>
Class Already HTML defined element, p, body, h1 etc

Topic TABLES

To tweak and customize tables was more difficult than i anticipated.

 

Not exactly 6:41

But 08:50, which is a huge improvement. Feel very sloppy and tired though, i think i need my daily fix of coffee before i could be any productive at all. I mean, it has almost passed 1hour since i woke up and the thing i have accomplished during this time has been so slow i could have done it in 10min.

Still, 8:50 is a huge improvement and i hope to get up earlier tomorrow.

Have to mention that i miss my girlfriend very much, we were talking on skype yesterday and she looked to stressed and robotic. I wish i could be there to hold her and help her feel more confident that she will pass everything.. Miss u babe!

Monday, February 18, 2013

"一年到头都在天还没亮的时候起床的人肯定能让家人过上好日子"

According to one Chinese proverb: "No one who can rise before dawn 360 days a year fails to make his family rich."

This will be a new kind of guide line for me, i will try to get up before dawn everyday as much as possible. This means that i have to get up before 6:41 tomorrow. If i manage, my starting post tomorrow will be before 6:41.

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Don't ever let somebody tell you, you can't do something

I feel that i want to share my one powerful and true quote from the movie i watched yesterday.

"Don't ever let someone tell you, you can't do something. Not even me. You got a dream, you got to protect it. People can’t do something themselves, they want to tell you you can’t do it. You want something, go get it. Period"

Its from the movie The pursuit of happyness which Sveta chose for our movie club. This is the second movie we have in out movie club, and i am gonna update our movieclub blog later today or tomorrow in the morning. But in the future we are going to upload the movies we choose our self, which i will have to teach Sveta how to do.

Yesterday, me and P went to the gym and later to Carefour to bunk up with protein rich food. From this day on, i have to eat a minimum of 90grams of protein a day. Otherwise is doesn't really make sense to train for me. So my diet is going to consist of beef jerky, eggs, milk and beef. Its not gonna be cheap, counting on at least 30rmb a day and later even 40-50rmb a day (when i get my scholarship).

I haven't really done much studying these last days. From what i read in my studybook, i havent even manage to study over 20 hours this week. And to get and keep my scholarship i have to study 35hours a week. The University even advice you to study up to 40hours a week, which is insane!
What this means is that if i want my money from my government, ill have to change this habit of only studying 20hours a week to study 35h. So all in all, i need to go up at 07 every weekday and follow my schedule. I cannot afford not to do it much longer, even how hard it is for me to go up in the morning, which mostly is an affect of me not being able to sleep in the night. This night i tried to sleep at 00 but was still wide awake at 04, i just couldn't calm down my brain. So i poped a wine bottle and drank half of it, which help me fall asleep one hour later. 

Friday, February 15, 2013


Here are some words from my Chinese session today

Character Chinese Translation Mem
Dan4 Bug A bug in a fabric, like the yolk in a shell of an egg
fan3 To rebel Imagine a hand (又 yòu) crushing a factory. This is when you start to rebell (反 fǎn)
Cao3_r140 Grass Two grass straws growing up from the earth (土 tu3). Half in the earth and half over the earth.
Zhao3_r87 Small_hand Picture of a small hand reaching down
Cai3 To pick A 爫 hand reaching to pick fruit from a 木 tree
Cao3_r140 Vegetable On a grass 艹 height, you pick 采, vegetables 菜
Jiao3 Dumpling Food 饣, joined 交, to create a dumpling 饺. The character 交 means both join and exchange.
饺子 Jiao3zi Dumplings To illustrate many as in the dumplingS, you add a suffix zi (child 子). Since in the old china there were indeed many children.

Yesterday was a day of nothingness

I knew these days would come sooner or later, i just hope they will not occur more than once every 10th day. Im talking about not studying the a whole day and not even writing one blog post, as was the case yesterday.

So how will i minimize these occurrences? First of, no computer after 23! second never go up later than 10, no matter what.

In all this shame is there one thing i am prude of, and that is my nofap NYR, this is my 10th day clean so far and peeing in the mornings become more and more difficult. I like this :).

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

SÅ JÄVLA SKÖNT

Just finished another section of math. I have spent a total of 15 hours on math during three days, this is insane. I could have used this time on other studies and would have improved in skills that really matters.
     But i have to say that i both hate and love math. It can turn my mood upside down in a matter of minutes, but also me me feel self satisfaction like never before.
     I am finely ready to let go of math for this week and have to put my focus on Chinese, CSS and DCC. Whats more interesting is that i got the change continue my course in C#, i have just have to notify the teacher if i plan to do so.

Ohh, forgot to mention that i am nine days clean as of in 1 hour.  But i feel the urge to use is growing stronger by each day now. I was even close to break these last few day because of stress and anger cause by my math course, but the deal with my gf made me strong enough to not relapse (it saved me two days). I even got exposed to and old trigger but manage to handle situation in a good way.

One last thing. This sleeping things dosent really work because i dont have any curtains so i cannot get a good sleep at 13. I will have to try to get to sleep before 03 today and go up before 10, and work my way down instead of the other longer direction. I have to get a hold of this now if i want any improvements with my training.

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Accepting the reality

Okej. I have decided to accept the reality that i will not be able to wake up at 7am this week. My plan to change this is rather radical. I will try to stay awake as long as possible and hopefully after three days i will have turned my sleeping schedule around so i wake up at 6am.

Like today i will go to sleep at 6am, and than sleep until 17, than next day i will go to bed at 9am and sleep till 20 and so on until i go to bed around 15 and sleep till 2. We will see how this will work in practice during the next days.

The most important thing though is that i am adoptable with my studies and don't let this turn of events affect me studying 6-8 hours a day.. Yesterday i spent 7 hours studying math, so frustrating. This math made in such a bad mood the whole day. I the kind of person who cannot let anything go when i am stuck, i can just not push it aside and go back to it later, this made me study math till 4am yesterday. What is even worse, i never solved the fucking problem. So ill have to do try to fix it today, hopefully my brain worked on it while i were sleeping. Maybe i even solved it in my dreams, we will see in a few minutes.