Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Accepting the reality

Okej. I have decided to accept the reality that i will not be able to wake up at 7am this week. My plan to change this is rather radical. I will try to stay awake as long as possible and hopefully after three days i will have turned my sleeping schedule around so i wake up at 6am.

Like today i will go to sleep at 6am, and than sleep until 17, than next day i will go to bed at 9am and sleep till 20 and so on until i go to bed around 15 and sleep till 2. We will see how this will work in practice during the next days.

The most important thing though is that i am adoptable with my studies and don't let this turn of events affect me studying 6-8 hours a day.. Yesterday i spent 7 hours studying math, so frustrating. This math made in such a bad mood the whole day. I the kind of person who cannot let anything go when i am stuck, i can just not push it aside and go back to it later, this made me study math till 4am yesterday. What is even worse, i never solved the fucking problem. So ill have to do try to fix it today, hopefully my brain worked on it while i were sleeping. Maybe i even solved it in my dreams, we will see in a few minutes.